BORING LIFE

MY LIFE IS SO BORING!

I find my journey on earth annoyingly boring. I have been realizing that since I enter my business school. Of course, it was boring BEFORE that because I had no fun during my 2-year intensive preparation to the national exams. I enjoyed spending time with my friends though. However, I had time to think this year and here is what I found out- my life is laaaame. This is partly because I lost some friends but I didn't take the time to get to know the people in my school. So I didn't get out that much and that's pretty sad. I don't feel like I am really living. I just feel like I am a boring and non-interesting person who is not dead but does not feel alive either. 

I mean, while watching videos on Youtube and all (yeaaahh I know, everything is not that great everyday, people just capture the best moments of their lives blablabla) I found out that people are way more entertaining than me. No surprise.  I am still hoping to find someone as 'boring' as me. I  have no goals and no purpose in life'. Sad but exttreemmellly true. I do not think I am gifted enough to sing or dance or whatever and I just don't know what to do with my life. I study but what for?? I have not a clue. 

I am only 20 years old and already realizing that my life is soooo full of emptiness.

BUT i've started to work on my body. At least I have something to do and hopefully will be proud of it. I also cannot wait for next year because I'm going to take a year off and T R A V E L (but also work) meet new people, discover new cultures.

So this article is shit and over, but with a life like mine, you cannot expect something better lol

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