I think I am so broken.
I really do not know what is wrong with me.
My emotions change soooo fast.
But these days I've been very sad.
Especially today.
However, I woke up full of hope for this new day, even started studying early in the morning, cooked some pancakes for my breakfast and I planned to go to the mall (alone though) to go out for a moment today despite my cold.
But this afternoon I started doing something that destroys me again. And I am feeling so guilty and horrible.
I wish I could talk to somebody but I can't.

I've been obsessed with Jane the Virgin these days. Just started to watch the show a week ago. Now I am almost in the middle of season 2. And this song, Surrender - Natalie Taylor was in one of the episodes and I got so caught up by the melody... and the lyrics ...I am feeling nostalgic again ! Thinking about my "loved" one lol.
And by the way I just watched this pictures on instagram again... I DONT KNOW WHY lol
I don't know what is the point of this article, and yes... I know I never know why I am writing articles but still...
This week has been pretty long and I am just glad that it's finally the weekend ! I get really lonely sometimes,still praying and all but I feel like I need to meet some real friends, you know... or maybe you don't ha.
Well I just wished I had someone on earth to talk to about anything... whateverrrrrr

I don't know what to write anymore, just in case someone is reading this I wish everything is good in your life, that you feel loved, are loved and that you love people and I wish you a nice day/afternoon/night oh and happy #nationallipstickday lol

To whoever is reading this, if someone is reading lol...
I just wanted to tell you that you are loved by Jesus, by God. He sees you from where He is and He is everywhere.
If you have problems, you can just surrender everything to Him.
He is the only one who can fill the hole in your heart.
He is the only one who can truly and deeply touch your heart.
Have a nice day and be blessed. <3

Je ne pensais pas que j'aimerais le Football autant que maintenant. C'est vraiment plus qu'un sport. Ca réveille mon sentiment de fierté nationale. Ca rassemle les gens. Ca fait battre mon coeur et fait de moi une fervente supportrice de l'équipe de France - Les Bleus.
I never thought I'd love Football as much as I do now. This truly is more than a sport. It wakes my national pride. It brings people together. Makes my heart race. It makes me a fervent supporter of  the National French Team - Les Bleus




Je suis tellement contente qu'on ait gagné contre l'Islande ce soir, malgré le pessimiste de certains sur Twitter... Dès le début ils m'ont fait vibré avec leurs deux buts en moins de 20 minutes.
5 buts en tout dans le match (Giroud 12', Pogba 19', Payet 42', Griezmann 45', Giroud 59')


I am so happy that we won against Iceland tonight despite some people's pessimism on Twitter...
Right from the start they made me dream with 2 goals in less than 20 minutes.
5 goals in total during the game (Giroud 12', Pogba 19', Payet 42', Griezmann 45', Giroud 59')





Je suis à la fois sous pression et pleine d'espoir pour le match jeudi contre l'Allemagne mais peu importe ce que les gens disent, on peut gagner.

I am both under pressure and hopeful about the game against Germany on Thursday but no matter what people say, we can win.







Juste pour dire à quel point je suis fière de l'équipe de France et que j'aime les Bleus à la folie ! #FiersdetreBleus. Félicitations à l'Islande qui s'est bien battue pour ses débuts à l'EURO!

I just want to say that I am very PROUD of the French Team and I love les Bleus very much ! Congratulations to the Iceland team who has fought well during its first step in the EURO

Happy July... Friday friday happy day!

Finally the weekend. This week has been terribly long and I did not have much to do during my internship these days. I was bored 70% of the time. But thank God I had the other interns to talk to and something to keep me busy after work.

Last Monday, I decided to do the 5 day programm of Fitness Blender followed by a 4 minute plank challenge. I am glad it's over lol. But it feels good to workout every day even if I will probably watch shorter videos next week.
I usually cook after having a warm shower. I have been eating more fruits and vegetables since the beginning of my internship. I also drink more water. And pee many times a day. Too many lol.






So I hope I will keep working out on a daily basis, drink water, eat fruits and vegetables but also chocolate and cookies because I have to please this belly! Haha

I will try to smile more, be nicer and be sunshine to someone elseeeeeee

Anyway... I just hope July will be better than June but less cool than August !

People come in your life and people go. That's just the way it is. Just writing because I am feeling a little bit nostalgic and it has been a long time since I have not posted an article on this blog. I guess I am fine but something inside of me is missing something.

Anyway, I still don't know why I wrote this article and created this blog, it would probably be deleted one day.